I love you so much. I love you more than words can express.
But I'm sorry
I'm sorry that I yell at you when I'm frustrated. I'm sorry I handle you a little too roughly when I'm angry. I'm sorry I need to take a time out from you when I can't handle the stress. Im sorry that I let you cry when I'm taking my time out, trying to force daddy to pay attention to you. I'm sorry I complain when you follow me around like a shadow. I'm sorry that I ignore you at times when I just want some time to myself. I'm sorry that daddy would rather play on his iPad then play with you. I'm sorry for all the things I do that make you sad and cry.
I am trying so hard to be a good mom for you. I want to give you the best and be the best. My world revolves around you. I know in a couple of years you will be so much bigger and grown up that you won't need me anymore. I know I will miss your tight grips and hugs. I will miss your sloppy kisses. I will miss your wonder and excitement at new things. I will miss your zest for life and how happy you always are.
I enjoy watching you grow and learn. You boys make me so happy and proud. I cannot wait for all the fun things we have to look forward to. I will strive to be more patient and less angry and I will never stop loving you.
Oh, Stacey... every mom goes through this! Seriously. Don't let it get you down. We all have our moments of "crazy" - your boys will still love you! You are a GREAT mom and don't let anyone else tell you differently! :) Love you.
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